SU JEAN♥ yesssss;i know you since 10 right?
stupid arrr,you know no matter what i cant get angry with you la,kan? shit my weakness. ;( i miss you sis! :D love you banyaaaaaaak. <3
YEE MEI♥ babeeee;you have been sarcastic eversince!
grr,i still dont know why you are so mean to me. but still,i know you care for me deep down inside kankan? ;P loveee you!
PHIK WEI♥ i ve lost track of you. 0.0
but still sayang you loads ;)
SU EAN♥ you idiot!
mengada arrr,everytime zha me like shit! grrr,you! :P hahah,loves too!

JASMINE♥ hubbysepetmonster! :D
had loads through with you,and always there for me ;)
i sureeee sayang my monster hubby banyak laaah <3
RACHEL KONG♥ sorry for the name,had to be more specific!
nothing more than words could say,you are awesomeee.
stress together,hyper together and cry together ;) no more worries girl,i love you!
ASHLEY TEOH♥ always so bubbly!
loveliest anyone could ask for and always bring a smile ;)
laughter always and so cutee! loveloveloves!
NG I-VY♥ anything i can open upon to!
always there cool me down and talk me out of things. hahah :D
teman-ing me every moment i needed her ;) LOVEEEE!
ALYNNA TAN♥ noisyyyyyyy;blablablaaa
loads to do when im with youuu,going crazyyy! ;P
neverless doing anything sensible. and live with it when i talk bout youknowwho! :P

see how much nice people i ve live through with?
what more can i ask? i love those peoplee to bits and piecesssss!
2008 was awesomee,goodbye&iloveeyou. :)
hello 2009 and more to come for me ;)

p.s : there is more to life,and loads of people i love out there too. so if ur name is not up there,its not that i don love you lah. :) worldddd,feel my loveee. <3

short update of my taiwan trip.
noone of my pictures laa,some cute kid only :D

junjun ;)
yessssss;so adorableee!
muscle man pose with the cutecute face! ;P

supposingly im in the picture,but i look retarded.
cropped myself out :D
its okay,enjoy the cute boy only :DD

stupid cindy arr,spoil picturee only!
besides the fact of cindy's in it,the two kids are sooooo cute,kankankan?
haaa,miss those fellas and the hyped up kecoh-ness laa. ;(

ps: i misss my hubby ♥ a wholee loads; sayang you arrr :DD


morningggg ;DD
yes; i just woke up.

shit you ar,i was expecting some better party last night eii!
heck,it was better last year laaa ;(
hahaha,met the fella that poured his baileys over me last year.
paiseh arr. :P
but it was okay lah,at least i tried three new drinks yesterday. yeay ;P
becardi limon,black label&some minty stuff. :D
and i was not drunk yet ;)
tummy dint feel well laa,came back then fetched my cousins.
came home and they had moree!
drank baileys caramel :D
had two shots and i lost conciousness. i fell twice and hit my head once -_-
yes,im dumb ;P
tak jadi watch p.s. i love you ♥ with my cousin also laaa.
drop dead on the couch by 1plus till now.

ps: no pictures about the party; i forgot my camera. sorry! :)


jasmine ♥!
i missmissmiss you alreaaady!
hahah,but we must be strong bergether-gether kan?
no more emo-ness and crying ;)
heee,i love you monsteeer ♥!
better take care of my bigbig teddy kay!
give it a kiss everyday!
i dint even manage to say goodbye to it!
help me sayang it tauuu!
next month,im gonna be the next one ur bringing there! ;P
hope you enjoy the bigbig kiss i gave you!
but tau laa,got distraction on ur mind till you dint even pay attention kan?
hahahaha.
argh,sorry it wasnt wet! :P:P

be bangga kays!
this is speciaaaaaly for you only ;D
hahah,lovess ♥!

241208 ♥
had a christmas party and stayed over at jasmine's for the night.
heee,yes. heck,it was tons of fun! ;D
watching moviemovie&moremovie the whole night.
sorry,have no pictures!
couldnt wake up to follow her for church the next day. :P


christmas,christmas.
was super uber fun to have it with the girls ;D
heee,i love you girls to bitsssss!
but stupidstupidstupid,got home and started pouring so badly with rae ♥.
thanks for the hug babeee,it helped loaddds! <3
gahhh,now i have sepet eyes too!
lack of sleep + cryingcryingcrying = sepet eyes :P
hahahah :D

watched the movie p.s. i love you ♥ with my sister last night.
and yesssssssssss; its so sweeeeet!
i want someone like gerry! ;P
the movie was up till 3plus!
thats why blaa,i woke up late! sorry monsteeer ♥ ! hee,more&more crying at my house then done ;)
watch the ending of a walk to remember again and still no tears leh! no,im not heartless;it just cant get to me yet. :P
my cousins ♥ from penang are heree,yeay 8D
yesh,i love them. ;)

and aaron,you ffk-ed me weih!
now you owe me onee. hahaha :P

*akmal;yessss! i love you weih, ur so nice! i dint expect the chocolates at all! ;) and not to forget ur TWO BUCKS message. ;P i cant wait till i seee youuuuu!




p.s. im not affected no more ;)

my superuberlovelycuteadorable&soft plushieee! :D
its a cow okay. (NOT a hippo,suean)
hahaha. yes i know,its so cuteee and colorful! ;)
peeps, i wont mind anyone buying me the colorful elephant too,its just as adorablee!



-231208-
went padang in the morning with the girls,blablabla then home! :)
watched a walk to remember in the afternoon and it was so so so so sweeet and touching!
anyone mind to watch it with me again? ;P
hahah,yesyesyes. iloveit! <3

in the evening,three stupidly emotional girls started crying outside my house after a lonnnnnnnng hug!
hahahah,dont be so silly lah girls!
its not the end,and we still have each other at heart :)
p/s: i was one of the stupid one that started tearing up too :'(


went swimming at night with my sister,alynna and alyssa. :DD
hahaha,me and alynna look so crazy in the pool!
started screaming the moment we got in,cause it was FREAKING cold!
got use to it after awhile then we did some stupid stuffs in the pool.
hahah,trust me.
its reaaaaaaly dumb and you wouldnt want to know :P
gah,i miss it already! ;(

came back and straight pengsan on the couch!
woke up bout 11plus to help my sister decorate the christmas treeeee. :D
had tons of funfunfun acting childish with my sister :P
and this is what we got. :)


treee;with all the prettypretty deco! ;)

i cant help it but just to miss you so badly :(

happy birthday
ashley teoh!
suean ;)
raee! ;D

jas,suean,conniee! <33> alynnaaaa! :D

rae&aly&connie! <33>
went to pyramid again,to celebrate ashley's 13th birthday!
hee,was awesomeee!
i lovelovelove all you girls ;)
short post,just enjoy the picturesss :D


updates for the loud christmas concert thingg :)
hahah,yes; it was awesomeee :D
heee,enjoyed myself a whole ton with the party mood and all.
and screaming for no paticular reasons with rachel :D
sorry ashley,couldnt open my eyes big enough to look for any good looking ones there! :P
and ivy,fishing there foryouknowwhat is no luck either. :PP
ticket! :)
bits from the concert ;)
rachel; connie <3>i-vy! ;D
connie; steffi
*stupid steffi,i found loads of ur picture in my camera. what were you doing with it laa? :P*
haaaa,i lovedd that night lah!
it was so awesomee with everyone in the party mood :D
got home bout 12+ and i was still friggin hyper and feeling so high!
grr,damn. :P
i want another party like that!
thats all,i ve lost my mind again :D
byeee,miss me! <3



heeeeee.. :)
i am already missing you silly bump!
haa,i ll be counting those days down to every moment,baby! ;)
im happy&free, and completly loose my mind. ;D

its not over. X/

wasnt it all obvious enough to you?
the way you reacted was so bloody dissapointing. -__-
why?
the things i love always hurts me the most.
why,why,whyy?

you were never mine.

sorry for the late updateee.
im home, currently sick and reaaaly tired.
got not much to update about.
will upload the picture soon. ;)
byeee world,miss me. :D

ei,hello world ;D
im here in taiwan,and staying in a flying cow ranch? :P
hahahaha,awesome place laa. ;)
my hotel looks like a farm house! :O
am blogging here in this farm house looking hotel. :)
and its freaaaking cold here weihh!

missed malaysia,everyone and everything so badly la, and mostly you.
i cant wait till im homeeee!
oh, and sorry i couldnt text a few of you that i say i would try msg-ing when im here.
ran out of credit laaa,and each msg cause 2bucks ok!
hahahaha. broke di laa. ;(

sure i do miss you people laa,better miss me just as much weih! :P
i ll be back this friday morning, so faster faster ajak me outt! ;)

i neeeed to go get my sleeeep soon!
woke up at 5 just morning for some sunrise okay!
i have panda eyes dii! yay! :D
thats all world,byeee and loves! <33
and MUST misss me!

oh god dammit, im sure to miss you badly.
but maybe its just my chance to let go all the pain you've caused me without knowing.
gah,help me.

peoplee,this is gonna be a long post. ;D
better enjoy weih,im gonna be away for like a week?!
omg laaa!
so this blog will be dead,unless you count on sujean to keep it updated la :)
loads of picture for you to enjoy too,just incase for those who would be missing me badly :P

connieee,with her new hair ;)

-041208;thursday-
out with my lovely friends;
and its always happier being around lovely peoplee. ;D
did loads of stuffs there,and had tons of fun weih!

me,bowling! ;D
bowling alley!

all the pretty faces and one
emo birthday boy; arfan!
connieee; amanda; lili <3
arcade; racing!

slept over at amanda's house for the night! :D
and see what gila things we did.
oh,me. :)
amanda; connieee!

whooh,eating laa! :P

connieee in amanda's awesomeee room ;D

lalalala,manicureee!


went home at 8,went padang to play a lil bit of basketball la.
then HOME! :)
was rotting at home with amanda lah,so we cooked! :D


ooh, process of cooking! ;)


the results! :)
its awesomeee; really nice and good weih!

needed a drink, so ..
wheeee,banana smoothie! :DD


oh,i miss those times.
amanda is back home,and im here blogging. :/
im leaving tomoro,and off to taiwan!
byeee malaysia for a whole damned week. ;)
miss me,loves to all <3

had a blast with miss ng i-vy today! ;D
started with padang in the morning, then jalan around the neighbourhood, later went to my house for moviee then out to lunch at 5 together! :)
went padang at 6,and whooh!
was just sitting by the court and already had blast!
got hit badly at my head laa by someone that was diving for ball. ;P
but im okay,ended up laughing like i was going nuts!

ooh,had a new haircut on sunday!
its wayy shorter then how it was beforee! ;)
happy with it,but miss my long hair laa!
almost teared up when the lady cut my hair weih. [im emotional laa :P]

and and,i ve found my friend from kindergarten!
its amazing how i could remember till those days,was it cause things were much simpler then?
i dont know. :O
eik,miss xin ping!
knew her through games throughout this year,and now that i know her,
we had loads to talk about those little kiddy days. ;P

not having the best of times lately; mood swings laa.
i never did knew some peoples word could affect me so badly.
neither did i know was i so easily affected.
currently feeling reaaaaaly irritated.

*and akmal,you are my one very rare diamond too :)